I really wanted a new pair of shoes and I found some I actually liked and then Office screw me over and tell me I can't purchase sale items from abroad...except I'm in the U.K you tits.
I really want them :(
http://www.office.co.uk/mens/ask_the_missus/captain_lace_up/71/4571/12362/1
I have to sort out my accommodation this week and I'm not looking forward to it. Mainly because people I don't know very well scare me. And I'm going to have to live with them for the next year. I'd say such a thing should force me to be more social but I know that's not true.
I've given up on a few things recently.
Firstly is ever finding a girlfriend again. Mainly down to a lack of social skills and being a fumbling buffoon round girls. Also, it seems quite a lot of people think I'm gay. I'm not quite sure why this is, maybe the way I dress or compose myself? I really don't know but there's nothing I can do about that.
Secondly is my anti-depressants. They don't work. I've known this after the first month but it was easier for me to just pretend for everyone that I'm fine. I've given up hope of being better and have just decided to roll with the good and the bad even if I am scarring myself.
Thirdly is knowing what to do with myself. This is an old one. I still have no idea and I'm still not sure why I've started a three year degree when I've no idea what I'm going to do with it. However, history will allow me to choose from a whole bunch of things. I guess I could get a decent job and then just hope someone notices me out on my bike and gives me a contract. There's the slimmest chance that this would happen but it would be awesome. Friggin' awesome.
I think that's enough for now.
I'm going to see Rolo Tomassi tomorrow. It's going to be sweet. It could be argued that this is debatable but if you've listened to the album you would understand where I'm coming from. It's amazing.
Playlist- Rolo Tomassi, Lil'Wayne, Cut Copy.
